A smiling woman with black, curly, twisted hair taking a selfie outdoors at a sunny event, with a crowd of people in the background on a grassy field.

Hello, I am 

I am glad you made it to my space

Where I come from

I was born in Rotterdam and raised in the beautiful, tropical warmth of Suriname.
My mother’s lineage carries Suriname.
My father’s lineage carries Aruba & The Dominican Republic.


Abigail

Bryson

The Avatar my soul choose

Sun in
Taurus

Moon in
Aries

Rising in
Scorpio

My Energy

Some people say I am intense, but honestly, that all depends on the lens you are looking through.I create from feeling,

observation and curiosity.

Earthy. Feminine. Intuitive. Quietly bold.

The story before the question

Something inside
feels untouched.

There comes a moment when life looks fine from the outside.

You have the job.
You earn the money.
You go out to eat.
You meet friends.
You book the holiday.
You keep moving.

And still, something inside feels untouched.

Not because life is bad, but because a part of you knows you are still holding yourself back.

Maybe you have spent years being who others needed you to be. Responsible. Strong. Agreeable. Easy to love. Maybe you are doing things for yourself, but still not fully living as yourself.

Does this sound familiar?

The inside looks fine


Job. Money. Friends. Plans. Movement.

The life looks full.

Becoming the Blueprint

This space is built around 4 pillars.
Each one holds a different part of my expression, my becoming and the way I experience life.

Start with the room that feels closest to you.
There is no right order here.
Only the doorway that calls first.

The alchemy of creating.

Nourishment, rituals and embodied care.

A woman in a white dress sits on a ledge outside a white building with a wooden door, surrounded by green foliage and pink flowering plants, in a sunny outdoor setting.
A woman in a white dress sits on a ledge outside a white building with a wooden door, surrounded by green foliage and pink flowering plants, in a sunny outdoor setting.

But the inside whispers

Why does it feel like I’ve hit a wall?

Whose life am I living?

Then the question lands

Why does it feel like I have it a wall?
Who’s live am I living?

Authenticity is not something you can express half-hearted

And at some point, the soul starts asking for more.

More truth.
More expression.
More softness.
More courage.
More life.

Authenticity asks for truth, softness, courage and the parts of you waiting to come home.

Softness, identity and becoming.

Travel, movement and places that shape me.


Thank you for being here.

And while I am on this journey, I look forward to aligning with people, places and spaces that feel true, safe, abundant and full of love.

Because when you begin to explore yourself, you begin to explore life

Collage of various scenes including a smiling woman wearing a sunhat, a riverside promenade, a cozy indoor space with a leather armchair and a cup of coffee, a woman holding a fan outdoors, a plate of food with tulips, an outdoor street with brick buildings during sunset, a bouquet of flowers in a vase with assorted beverages, and lush greenery with sunlight filtering through trees.
A piece of torn beige paper with handwritten quote about life, decorated with simple leaf and heart doodles.