A Different Face of the Feminine Expression
As you age, so duo your desires. Either that or your desires reveal themselves as you age.
I do not know when my love for flowers started, but I remember the first time I intentionally started buying myself flowers. I was 28 years old. It was during springtime, and there were these bright yellow flowers.
These flowers brought colour, beauty and an extra vibration into my space. I remember being happy and thinking that they ignited something in me.
It is funny that when you focus on something or have strong emotions towards something, you start seeing that thing everywhere.I started noticing the flowers at the supermarket more often. So, at one point, I made it a habit to buy myself flowers. It was about once a month. And with that, the attractiveness of my space grew.
At first, I would buy flowers just from the supermarket. They sometimes have some beautiful bouquets.Later, I went to markets & flower shops and got the courage to arrange my own bouquets. This became something I would look forward to. Especially after a long day, just receiving flowers brings a certain joy into my life.
And before you knew it, they had become part of my weekly ritual.
One day, I was just vibing in my room, looking at the flowers I had just bought and admiring them up close. And there was this flower: the depth of the colours, the veins, the shape. Mesmerising.
The first thing that came to mind: Life is created by the Feminine Force.
If you know, you see it ;)
Flowers have a very sensual touch & look to them, especially when you admire them closely. This flower stands beautifully on its own, as do all flowers, but sometimes there is something magical about arranging them.
At first, I was in the phase of just enjoying the presence of flowers. But lately, what I have come to love the most is mixing flowers & colours according to what I love or am attracted to and making beautiful bouquets.
I think there is also a skill involved in arranging them, depending on the expression you are looking for. For you to do this well, you need presence.
At the flower shop, sometimes the clerks work so fast because they have mastered the skill. But I find that, for me, I need presence. Being aware of the types of flowers, the colours, the shapes.
And this presence is a skill worth cultivating because a woman with presence is alluring through the focus she brings to creating anything she desires. <3
Just imagine the presence, time & energy it took to create all these flowers.
And to be honest, flowers have a way of reminding me of femininity and the sensuality of women. That is why I call flowers the feminine expression of nature.And maybe that connection feels so natural to me because women are nature too.
As much as one single flower has so much presence, I do not consider myself a flower, but a bouquet. A woman with different energies, skills, talents and emotions.
And depending on the situation, the flowers are arranged.
So, the skill of arranging flowers is not only useful for flowers but also in life as a woman.
What do you want to present as a bouquet?
Brightness, chic, love, joy? And are you working on the skills to arrange yourself to attract what you desire?
And while I am writing, I love how flowers have become one of my teachers.
I think I loved flowers all along.
It was only when I was ready that they became present in my life.
And now I welcome them as part of my journey. Something to enjoy, a part of the lessons. And I love having beauty and nature in her feminine form as my guide.
Signed with love,
Abigail
